wat can i say....

NOTHING!

we got issue...

i felt 4u...

its turning out just anther day..
i took a shower n i wen on my way..
i stoped dey n pie..
but wen i turn 2leave..i cudn blieve my eys... 
i jus stand dey cuz i din eve noe wat dey tryin e tel me..
wthout 1touch..we r stood dey
....face to face......

29 november 2010..

Dis is wat I wrote wen I canot slip..

I donoe y dis few weks I felt very sad..y haa?yea..i admit yg I just broke up..but then I 4get it ody..i hate 2tink much ol dis..

Guys…I learn from mymistakes..yea I learn..

I learn to b strong..i learn to b patient..i learn to b gud as I am..i learn to b positive..i learn to love..i learn to b honest..i learn everytin..

F ol d thngs I try too is no gud enuf..wat shud I do?itu ja sy mampu..

Sy bukan hebat or stnding dgn mna2 org..

I am me.. JESSICA

I canot dplicate to b  like others..to be gud like u guys..

I am too weak..non stop tinkin..so much thngs to tink…

But I dono apa yg sy fkir ni bbaloi ka x…but..watever it is,,,I noe apa yg sy fkir ni mmg ada kna mgna dgn hdp sy..f not..y sy mau fkir kan?? (lolsss :D )

>>wen d time sy falin <3 wit sum1,maybe I canot show em how much I love em..<<

Tp..sy mau kmurang rasa prasaan syg sy itu..(sy ikhlas..n teda pksaan)

n sumtyms sy kena cop>>kaki tipu<<

wow..m not…never…God..u noe wat im duin..u noe who I am..ony u can undstnd me…

I just miss ol d thngs bout myself b4..o my gosh… m crying for notin..m I 2 emo hre?? >>shyyyy<<

Wel..myfrens jauhhh..mau share but then I dono how 2strt tho I dono whther I can shre wit em o not..cuz,,its too complicated n dey will..>okehh..blurrrr…blank,,,n mayb dey wil stress to tink wat hpen on me actly…

Is it sbb > <3 , mylife, futre,past…or… uhhh….<

I try 2b gud enuf..bt then..fail3…!!

I try 2 b gud daughter 2my parents..try 2 b gud fren 2 myfrens..try 2b gud in <3,wana b exclent in my eduction…evertin I try 2 be..

Am I did it very wel??sure..m not..juah lg lah mau reach old at…aduii..

Time goes by..n m stil stnding here 8 d same level…

>Mis Jessica stil.hahaha..i tot I bcome datin ody…<

Every step I move I try to make it easier.. evntho d step I chose got simpang siur pastu got liku2.. (:P)

But I hope m duin wel on my stepsss…gona walk like dis..(kiri kanan kiri kanan kiri..like dat)

Soo.,.!!!m tired..n slipy ody..(yes!!!at lasttt my eyes goin down3..)

Reli aprcte n thx for reading my blog today guys…

<<Jaszycajess>>

A sweet lil gurl time dulu kala… J

i miss my clge mate...

omygosh...nanakeeee....i ody view ur blog...n sdnly i miss u guys..very mis u..
xsngka pula hbs da zmn kolej ah...n nana...u rmber ol d memories we had b4...gosh...sdnly miss u ol!!!!mis damn much..
xsngka every 2nd kita dlm cls byk swet memories kan...bila kita mau bt reunion ni??jan kasi lma nti msg2 jga hal sndri suda...my clsmate...nana,nieng,yaya,nceng,fuz,azyan,sha2,zul,den,erol n prince..
i miss u ol guys...
rock kapaaakkk pya stdnt kita lah kan..ahah
kuat ketawa..jajal...pelawan(d blkang2),keja pun suka bt las minit(even final report bru b2 ni)hahahahahha..
but then..mcmmna jajal pun..cls kita jua la yg bikin hpening kolej kan???
malar kena lecture n kaunseling..kunu2 tme kena kaunseling tu brubah lah..skali tgk..odoi..pya skejap..ahahhahahaha...
sepa yg paling carpark dlm cls..put ur hands up dalink!!!!!!
(>>nineng is sifu..!!!<<<hahahhaha
sepa yg suka membuli..put ur hands up>>> nanake is d one..<<
sepa yg ala2 korean n manja..put ur hands up..
>>> fudgy lahh sepa lg..<<
sepa yg kuat mnampilkan kcantikan dri..put ur hands up..
>>yaya mgaku ko sna..ahahahha
sepa yg pdiam dlm cls tp kalo psl fon dia la paling bz..
angkat tgn.....>>sha2...bz woman....ahahha..bisnes kan maju..ahahah
sepa yg sllu mbantu kalo dlm kes sapot2???
>>>c enceng orgnyaa...<<yg owez wit ksygan dia >>ziko<<
n...d las prncess in our cls...
sgt minat dgn artis korea(dorang fuz pya kerja la ni...
>>azyan...<<
hehahha...
n gntle2 dlm cls kmi..adui..4urg sija..
>>zul,erol,prnce n den2..
>>diorang 4org ni..hurmm suka jga hal masing2...kalo hbs cls..hurm jan harap maunpk muka dorang mlainkan keja blm siap..xtmsuk c den lah..c den ni kaki game n kaki lepak d clge..ahahha..soriee den..hakkaaha


watever it is..guys  i miss u ol so much..reli....
rindu yg tgila2 bsama ni..ahha...ada sija bah yg bikin jd hal dlm cls..kadang ada yg bikin pns antra 1sma  lain..tp..skijap ja..dats i like dgn myfren d clge ni...xambik ati dgn pa yg jadi..


m sori guys kalo slma ni ada yg sy bt bikin skt hati u guys...
wel..main2 sija bah tu..ahhehhehe...


murang xrindu miss hamidah??miss syl??pn yg..?haha..
of coz la bha kan rindu..heheheh./...


i wrote dis n i hope u guys bca..n i hope u guys jan la lupa kisah2 kita d clge yg mau hmpir 3taun bsama..ehhehhhe...
xtreasa kan??mari kita masuk kolj lg blk..ehehhehe...
bt gaya gila2 ni..makan sma2...kdg makan pun mau gaduh/..ahahahahhaha..
gila ooo...
aduii..
rindu gila ma kmurang.. :)


pa pun..i hope kita suma xlose contct ahh...as long kita ada numb masing2..email or wat so ever..kep ctct each ather....kkkk??
luv u guys.. i reli mis u ol...
hev a blast day in each of us..
gbu ol...
mmumumuumaaahh...


student>>> DIPLOMA IN MANAGEMENT WITH MULTIMEDIA 08/10<<
finally..we did it..tgal tgu grduate sma2 nexyer... c u ol dey guys...

uhhuhuhuhuhuhuu

wat hpen 2day..
sy sgt sakit kpla..
n leher sakit gila..panas....
m weak...
lemahh tgila2...(even stil can typing)
 mau ngs oo kalo lemah bgni....o mygoshhh...sy mls keja!
sy mls time mau blk..
sy mau blk noww..!!!
i nid rest..i nid slip....
mummmyyyy!!!!!!
uhuuh..:(

imissshhhhhh...

yeaa...!!!
xmas mau dekat dah....
m so hepi dis...wow...cannot wait woe...




every yer clbrate xmas wit fmly d tuaran..m  home.. sweet home..
but this yer,,
:( :( :(
m so sad..
i miss myhome so much...miss very much...


its dfrent kan clbrte xmas druma bru n lma...
rumah lma jua yg best ni..
o my gosh!!!
m so sad...tkenang rumah lma...
adui....i miss my homee!!!!!!!!

i just so bored with tired..!!

I ran into the forest continue my singing...
n 
i continue my run n down d beach n m screaming.....
 i am lonely n alone... :(
 i hate!!
i wanted noise...
i was bored with the tired..
n get the hell hev u been concentrated..
such as sooty..

f m lonely..

i just break d glasses..

let it crowded...let woe to rowdy..

i noe..there are angels embroidery..

in the white palace walls..

why not just shake the bell..n 

I have to run Forestry

or turn to d beachh..

uhhhh..

m bored with the tired..

i just nid dis....

Love is lovelived and died for you
maybe all the questions
You are responsibleAnd about a personit was youI swear to love......


will a person
I dream of a 'right to attendFine shape and enveloped my hear? ? ?


dis is wat m askin for...
so simple is it?
but can u make it for me??
if its reli hard..i just wish for it ony for this time..
one time..
love me with ol your heart...
kep me in ursoul..
so werever u go..i wil b dey for u...
n notin can separate us...
~~n it wil be last longer~~

wekend yg njoy...

las wekend njoy gila ni..
hev some drink wit frens..
mmg best n njoy lah..:)
wel..tia paya fkir bla3 thngs n just lyn itu njoy sija..
awkhakkwhkaka..
gituh kunun ahhh..


hehe...
nyway...my wekend ni kali mmg njoy lah..
i love it..!!

coming soon tattooooo..

                    dis tatu i decide mau buat...

sweety..

updated myblog~~

hi guys..~~
today im updated myblog...its been long time i xupdate dis..
uh..guys..dis few days sy rsa down..reli down ni..its like double probs hev 2face ni..
derhh~~
try 2avoid haa tp; sma jua..stil kip tinkin nie..wat shud i do haa?
m getin bored la wif dis matter..
wadaa,,***~~
uh..
hurm..just broke up haa wit d guy QL~
wow..!!
me mengaku ka tuh?ahaxxx..~~
urhh..a bit dsapointed actly..not a bit..much more broken heart..uhh..
damn!!!such a fool i am!!
urhh yea..i nid time 2 4get him..but me ble ka buat tu ah?
i just luv him double much..tp xjua triple much haa..
 :)
but..yalah..like i said i luv him..but wat 2do..dis is wat hpen on us..
takda jodoh lakatakan..haha..giuth kunun..takda jodoh..
urh..its ok its orite then..life muz go on..even he xmau me 2b his fren..im ok wit dat..
i just mau dia tau..i wil rmber him 4eva..as my EX n oso myfren..


P/S>>>
--->> QL,even ko tiamau sy jd urfren..its ok..il b ur memory pun jd lah keh<<----


n...for whom yg tia pndai mmhami myfeling..don talk bla~bla~bla~ bout me..ur not me~!
n for those yg bt sy smpi bgni..ahaaaa!!got!got!gotcha!!!
u fel dsame 1day..so..i neve blame u dude..but plis jan bt bgni wit org lain..enuf u did on me...
n u win dude..! winner among d winner!
u win to mek me down for awhile..cry..sad..n broken heart 4awhile..~~
but its not too long bah dude..kijap ja ni..cuz i got many frens too shre wif..


so!watevr it is..my love stry is end hre..so..afta dis..m chnge..
chnge 2 b dfrent..n..weird,,,ahhhaa..
wana try some more?try it n join me..ahhaha..
yea..im chnge..goin e chnge..n i wil...
m not talkin m goin e cnge everytin bout JASZYCAJESS..
but 4me..
love is enuf la 4dis time..jaszycajess mau begin her stry back..look forward bukan stret4ward..
ahahha..
uh...why me bjiwang dis??
demmmeeeh!
bukan jua jiwang bha dis..but its like sy mau mluah apa yg sy pendam slma ni yg sy hide..but 8last i mau pple noe bout my stdy love..n dis is d big prob i faced 2 actly..hehe
wow..
i feel fresh haa...letin ol kluar ni..
guys yg noe or donoe me..
yg read my blogger..
sy xmksud apa2..namau pity froom u ol..but dis is wat i am..n dis is hpen 2me..
mayb dis wil b d last for dis year...
wow..wat a great year la..
~~2011~~


its like tahun yg bwa byk dugaan tuk person like me..amazing year...
tik tok tik tok...
~2012~
wil strting...


a new life of me..
planning to continuing my stdy..
n i hope..tcapai lah..
sy kmbali kpda yg asal..(mcm ada kuasa2 ni)


>>bah,,,talkin too mch ody ni...<<
mau stp hre..nti pndai obersity la pulak..eheh..
nyway guys yg shre myblog ni...thx 4reading..n spend time mau bca dis bla`bla` ni..ehhe..
..may god bless us la kan..
muaahh~~

waisehhh..my parents yg look so happy haa..~~-CONGRATS BRO!~

DIS is myparents yg look so happy..blast happy actly..

happy 4my bro convocation...

larh..bila la mytime smpi ni mau trma sjill..uuuhuh..xsabar la pula ni..uhuhuhu..

time..move faster plizz..~~

urhh~~

sy tidak penahh la brubahh keh..~~

i neve chnges..~

mungkin ni jadi sbb..keadaan yg mmaksa...i mis maself..

its like skrg teda tujuan ni..xtau sepa sy..

pliz sepa2 dpt kmblikan dri sy sblm ni...

come to me..
~

i am me..~~~

dis is wat m duin wen m geting bored..bla~bla~bla~~~~

I TRY HARDER..~~

2day...m not reli fine..~

a bit stress n sad..~~

cnt blame others..

MYBAD..~~

pa sy mau bt kan..even i cnt accpt sy try la..cuz ders no answer 4dis..~~

mmg teda jwapan..~!

so sy akn trus bgni...

urh!!

demi waktu by ungu..~~ its me!! damn!!stupid..~

demi waktu..!!!!!

m so sorry~~

im regrettt..

myesall 4evrytin..im so sorry..

maybe dis is myfaith..

not d rite time..

n mayb m not urs.~~

m reli sorry..

yaa..

i admit..m very3 damn sad..

but apa ptt sy buat?sy xmau ni jadi but sbb kbdhan sy..ni jd..

sorryy..

i miss u a lot..~

urh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im searching 4malife..real life..~but..m so..~~urh!!!

i hev to go tru ol dis bah kan...

memang lumrah hdup urg2 d dunia..

wat to do..

derhh..

bodoh ni..

stres..

buhh!!~

bgtuhhh ahh stress...

hhahaah..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sy rasa bodohh ka jg bgni nie.....!~~

sy bukan bodh bah bgni..tp mcm stpid nie..

ntahlahh..each time sy kena tya sy xdpt JAWAB..!!~

knpa ahh??

sy bukan xdpt jwb tp susa mau mjwb bahh..sy xdpt...xdpt...~~

wat shud i doo??

i hev no idea 4dis c2ation...

tamakk??xlaaa..m not...

tuhan bg yg kasi jd chrcter n attde sy bgni...sy mau ubahhh tp xdpt..

mcm mna jgk..

ok..

apa yg pasti..

sy tidak akan dpt SEMUA..

m sure 4dat..

urhh~~

sorry i never told you all i wanted to say..~~~~~~

sorry to maself..~~

i donoe......

derh~~`

ada urg ckp..

menipu itu tdk baik...ada jua org ckp mnipu itu ada kbaikan...mna satu yg btull??

menipu baik ka x ooo??

mungkin bgni bah tu...ko tipu untuk kbaikan...tp jgn mnipu utk kburukan...

 tapi knp sy try mnipu untk kbaikan last2 jd kjahatan jua ??

ahhahahahaah...

BODOH

!!!

(BEGITU ARHH)

its not like u guys fkir actly....

i am me...

(suka brasiahhhhhhh..~~)

tapi xtahan simpan dhati akan bgtau jua....so..jan angp im a liar!!!!

FAHAMMM??!!!

bodoh!!

im stupid!!
bodohh..
~!!

uhuuhhu~~~~~~~

uhu..tired today..

lot of thngs to do..~~

...

buy thngs untuk drumah kmarin..mau mncantikkan rumah kunun....

buhhhhhh...

monink..~~~

sweet monink..~~

im not alone~~

bla~~bla~~bla~~

bla~~bla~~bla~~

 

 hurm..gelagat kami ni mcm2 ada..

ni dua ni..kalo teda xsah..kin manass!!~~

ahhaha..~~

btw...

they r myfrens....i luv em..

they r so sweet..~~~

mcm give up suda ni..~~~

hurm..i fel mau gve up suda ni..

i dono suda mau bt apa n mau tink apa...

m so scred!!~

n m give up

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WIL NEVE SAY GUDBYE

Nver say gudbye evnthgh u do dat 2me..~

i swear i wil share d joy and d pain~~

 

sadness~~

its ur promise..

u promse ur not goin to leave me..~~

its ur promse n i kep it...

okeh..

its like sy akan dtgalkan lg..~~

okey..~

m hurt~~~

pliz..m hurt~~

stop ur egoist..~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DAPATKAH SY??

am I stpd being like dis??

i hate dis feeling very much~~~

i nid some rest to tink ni smua..tp xdpt..

BODOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

pndai bg org nshat..tp sndrii jd bgni!!

i tot sy kuat da mau hdapi ni but then m not!!!!

m very weakkk~~~

reli weak!!!

dpt ka lg sy kawal ni smua ah??

dpt ka sy blakon pura2 xtau apa jd??

dpt ka sy acting like sy hepi??

DAPAT KA SY BUAT??

hurm..~

gudmonink..~~

but its not a rely2 sweet monink tuk me.~

 m hurt by d thngs surrounding me..~

am i look orite??

I AM NOT actly..

kadang2 its ony my acting ja tue..

knp la jd bgni ah..its too hurt,,,reli hurt..

i cry so many times to tink bot ol dis thngs...

m juz scred losing em...

very scred!!!!! plez don leave me in ol diz pain...

plez don brek ma heart...

am i too bad???

i luv u ol very damn much..~

but its like i wil be missing each of u..~~

ONE BY ONE~~

am i ready to accept it??

but it wil goin hpen to me~~

maybe~

~~tomorrow

~~d day after

~~sooner

~~later

~~or sumday

watever it is i wil owez luv em..vry much..

~~i luv,icare,imis``

~~I NID U GUYS~~

~~(God,myfamily,myfrens,myluv)

Urhhhh...

dammmmmeeehh..
~~

mau blk,ujan lebat..punyalahhhh..

aduih..

no bring umbrlla lg nie..wadaaa paxxx..~~

buh...twhile waiting ujan stop...

online lah..pa lg..uhuhu

its my new pics..~~ i updte mypic..ehkehehk

nie pict me n myfrennsss d wedding myfren jua..

hahhaha..~~

sing a song,,,~~

trip aja derhh..~~

tipu2 ja ja tue..

ahah~~~

boreddd~~~

 

Love is the flower you've got to let grow.

These flowers, which were splendid and sprightly, waking in the dawn of the morning, in the evening will be a pitiful frivolity, sleeping in the cold night's arms. 

i juz strting my blog.....

m so boring~~

bla3...cek2 profile myfrenn..

dey got blog haa...nice nie..best jgk..actly i got blog b4..but then..

lupa da my email n pasword..so mls la..

lg pun jarang update ni..dats y..kasi biar..~~

ahaaxx~~

n now..i mau strt back...kunun2 mau b'blog2 la kunun..ahah..